Do you ever feel like the good you and the bad you are fighting each other?
The good you is like, "C'mon you! You are just being grumpy. You need to be more forgiving, humble, & less selfish. Try doing something for someone else. Think about the cheerful & active person you want to be! You can do it! The only thing holding you back is yourself!"
And then the bad you tells the good you, "To shut the h*ll up" and proceeds to try and force the good you to keep her mouth closed by shoving every single fatty thing into it in sight (or even some not in sight, convincing the good you to drive to the store to get it).
Yeah me neither.
But seriously today is one of those days.
I know I am in a funk today, and I know that I should want to get out of said funk, however I feel somewhat justified (due to the prideful chip on my shoulder) in my selfish irritability, so I have allowed my bad self to dominate my good self (and not in a good/fun kinda way, in the kinda way where everyone around me, including myself loses).
BTW, I love to use parenthesis. (A LOT)
Anyway, I am resolving to do better. To at least want to want the good me to win.
Tomarrah is anotha day! (cause I am gonna let the bad me hold on for just a couple more hours...I still have half a bag of chocolate...don't judge me!)
OK, fine, judge me.